Tuesday, July 18, 2006 @ 10:33 pm
Memories.
Been a while since i blogged and thought about my memories. In case i ever have Alzheimer's disease or amnesia, at least someone can tell me what my life is like. Haha lame. Just want to share a bit of my memories that make an impact or i can't forget.
Most angry moment: Can't think of any that cause me to be fuming for weeks. Most of the time i get angry over people who don't see me and want me to be someone else or people doing something dumb. But all these last at most 1 or 2 days and i get over it.
Most embarrassing moment: I was chasing after a bus and since i was running from the rear of the bus to the front, the driver didn't see me. I managed to step a foot on the bus before the doors closed on me. I end up falling on my butt. I remember hearing some woman shrieking but not sure it was from the bus stop or on the bus. Honestly falling on my butt was more painful than having the doors closing on me. Then the bus driver told me that next time to stop before boarding a bus cos they may not see people running from the back.
Happiest moment: Same as the most angry moment, can't think of any that last for weeks. I get pretty happy if i have a nice book/comic to read, watching a good movie or tv program, enjoying myself in company of family and friends or going to new places. As long as my curiosity remains, i will be happy.
Most regrettable moment: I was quite young then and as a child, have some childish tantrum. Was visiting my grandmother on my mother's side on a saturday with my parents. Don't know why i just don't feel like calling my grandmother that day no matter how my mother scold me. Maybe i just want to defy my parents. The next day, my mother received a call that my grandmother passed away. My concept of death wasn't very clear then but i know that i won't be able to call my grandmother again.
Saddest moment: When my grandmother from father's side passed away. I was about 13, know a lot more than when i was a child when i encounter death. Mind was blank i heard the news. Felt like a part was missing from me.
Most shocking moment: It was about 2-3 years ago when i'm going to school. While walking down the stairs, i was wondering why a slipper is lying on the ground. Then i saw a man with a pool of blood that was just nearby. Stunned and don't know what to do then. Some passerbys also stopped and saw the man. I called my mother and asked her to call the police after i left the scene. End up it was my neighbour who called the police after my mother told him. Don't wish to meet such incidents again.
A moment i don't know how to classified: Remember that i was having maths lessons on a saturday morning and my father drived me to school. It was still early and there weren't many people in school. I went to the basketball court and i saw him. He walked up to me and said hi. I did the same and smiled at him. It was a simple memory but i could still remember till now. This is probably one of the few times where i didn't run away and just be me. Maybe that's why i didn't forget.