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Monday, January 30, 2006 @ 8:44 pm
虚.
I tink i noe wat's wrong wif me, y i dun seem to fit in tis crowd. Used to tot tat they're the 1 tat's weird but in fact i'm the one tat's weird. I'm not a gd talker so i can't say things tat they wan to hear. But i can listen to things they wan to say. I'm not an achiever so i can't give them things tat they wan. But i can be there if they need me. I can do these but it meant nothing to them. Afterall these r not wat they wanted. Those negative tots r always part of me, not always present but hidden at some corner. I can feel it creeping closer to the surface. I wonder will i let it show.
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Sunday, January 22, 2006 @ 9:07 pm
A wk more to CNY.
Time passes real fast n i'm cleaning my room 4 CNY. So much dust had collected in my room haha, probably since last year CNY. Also found some things tat i dun remember havin. Gettin old liao, haha. Sch is still the same, tests n assignments piling up. Look forward to CNY holiday 4 a break but a part of me doesn't look forward to it. Y? Cos it's the only time of the year where i get to c all my relatives n so naturally it's a time to catch up. N when parents catch up, they'll naturally talk abt their children. I haf a feeling tat they'll ask me wat i'm gonna do after graduation. I dunno how to answer them. "Dunno" is the truth but it seems like a bad answer. I'm also crossing my fingers n hoping tat my mum won't harp on other ppl's achievements to me. I was told b4 tat my thinking is naive. I didn't agree back then. Now i tink it's quite true. I was too ignorant, holed up in my own world, didn't realise the truth. But i still wan to haf tat naive thinking, if not, i may slip into despair. Perhaps i'm fooling myself but i dun like having pessimistic tots, it makes me feel helpless n it doesn't solve anything at all. Saw a new anime on arts central, Samurai 7. Previously Andrea told me abt it b4 n it looks quite cool. It's shonen so expect a lot of action. It's on wed-fri, at 11pm pm arts central.
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Saturday, January 14, 2006 @ 3:23 pm
"When in doubt dun do anything" Is tat wat i shld do?.
Yesterday haf PTM at marche at heeren. Quite few ppl there cos it's quite early. Ate soft shell crab, ham & cheese crepe, mashed potato, banana custard cake n root beer. Dun tink i'll be tat full but after drinking root beer, i'm stuffed. After tat, Yen Yen suggest goin to karaoke so we(Me, Ya Ching, Malvina, Sue Sue, Yen Yen, Si Qi, Bing Hong, Chee Lun n Jun Yi) went to partyworld to check the price. First time goin there n the place looks like those old karaoke lounges in chinatown, joo chiat etc. Tot tat the price was ok but later found tat the price did not include the snacks n fruits which were compulsory. So we left n went to kbox at cine. The room is freezing cold n we looked like we're in snow city, covered wif our sweaters n jackets. Probably bcos of tat, didn't feel like singing n i'm shivering under my sweater. Malvina sang the best, the guys were calling her pro. By the time we finished is abt 9pm. Ya Ching n i go to hmv to listen to cds. Ayumi's new cd is out, sounds a lot more rock than her previous albums. Like eason chan's songs but didn't seem worth it cos the album contains only 10 songs n 3 mtv. Goin to ntu talk tml at Hotel Intercontinental. Gonna listen to the talk on biomedical science & TCM n science(education). Frankly i dun tink i can get into biomed sci/TCM cos it only has 60 places n the TCM part is taught in beijing in chinese. Plus my grades r not the straight As type so it's unlikely. As 4 sci(edu), the prospects r quite gd but i dun tink i'll make a gd teacher. I still remember Mr Lee said tat teachers r psychotic n tat he is also a bit psychotic, haha. I really dunno wat choice shld i make. Seems like most of my classmates already made plans abt wat to do after they graduate. I'm still unsure wat i really wan. I can go wif the flow but perhaps 10 years later i'm gonna regret it. I dun mind 9 to 5 job but i dun wan to do the same thing everyday eg. urinanalysis. If i become a medical technologist, i guess the job will be something like tat. Haiz actually i tink i dun haf much ambition, cos i wan a life without worries n stress. Dun really care abt $, as long as i earn enuff 4 me to spend. But the life i wan is not easily accomplish in tis competitive era. If i can, i wan to be able to look forward to my job everyday. But i haven figure wat my job is.
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Monday, January 09, 2006 @ 8:44 pm
Thanks a lot 4 the advance birthday present! ^_^.
Today had LMBS test, not much confidence though cos it's like i keep forgetting something when i remember another thing. Hope i dun do too badly 4 it. Yesterday went out wif Hoon Ching, Siew Chen, Gek Choo, Hui Min n Pei Yee to orchard. Yesterday had much fewer ppl than usual at orchard mrt, probably bcos they dun wan to get stuck in the 'mock' emergency excercise. Went over to taka to haf lunch at Crystal Jade la mian xiao long bao. We queued 4 a while b4 we got a table. Ordered 1 la mian n a variety of side dishes. The food is pretty gd especially the xiao long bao n guo tie, quite juicy. Plus it's worth it as 1 person only pay abt $10. Tot only gonna celebrate Pei Yee's birthday but i haf receive my advance birthday present! ^_^ Didn't expect it cos my birthday it's weeks away n tat i'll receive 5 Bleach comics. Today finished reading all 5 of them n the story's not bad. U guys r trying to make me broke ah, thanks a lot 4 the present n the card, i like it a lot! ^_^ Went over to heeren to window-shop. Haf some idea abt wat to wear 4 the upcoming CNY, may go back to heeren if i couldn't find any clothes at bugis. Got a bit tired n we went to NYDC to eat mudpies. The stuff there is quite ex, 1 mudpie abt $6 n so we ordered 3. Quite nice but the setting not very gd cos it's raining n it's quite cold. After tat we made our way to somerset mrt n i headed home.
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006 @ 9:44 pm
It's starting again.
Whenever there's new anime to watch, it's most likely tat i'll get hook on it n result in my wishlist growing. Well i'm hooked again n tis time it's on Fullmetal Alchemist. Channel U has a new slot 4 anime on sat at 4pm to 5pm. The 2 new anime r Fullmetal Alchemist n Detective Loki. Detective Loki is not really a detective story it's somehow more shojo(girl's manga) frm wat i c in the first episode. Not really sure where the story is headed but probably haf something to do wif Loki's past? Here's wat i understand so far abt Fullmetal Alchemist: In the world of Fullmetal Alchemist there's this science known as alchemy. Since alchemy is a science, there r laws governing it. It's possible to produce something if u use the exact same mass. Eg. lead can be make into gold. Tis is known as equivalent trade. Even though alchemists know tis rule, no 1 has ever alchemize anything into a human. Edward n Alphonse Elric tried to bring their mother back frm the dead by using alchemy but they failed n resulted in Alphonse losing his whole body while Edward loses his right arm n left leg. Edward seals Alphonse's soul in a suit of metal armor. After tat, they went on a journey to look 4 the legendary philosopher's stone which enables one to ignore the laws of alchemy (equivalent trade). Wat interests me is the story itself, abt how alchemy works. Like any typical shonen(boy's manga), there're also action n humour. Like Edward hates being called short n Alphonse is mistaken as the Fullmetal Alchemist which is Edward's military title, due to his armor suit. It's really interesting even 4 me when i haf only watched 1 episode. If u like action n not jus any brainless anime, Fullmetal Alchemist is highly recommended. ^_^
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Name: Tan Chuen Hong
D.O.B: 3/2/1986
Horoscope: Aquarius
School: NAPS/CCHMS/TPJC/SP
Occupation: Medical Technologist
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