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Friday, October 28, 2005 @ 9:20 pm
觉悟的一天.
Haha i'm gonna write abt sad stuff again but it's not like i dun wan to write abt happy things, it's jus tat i can't control wat kind of things r happening ard me. If i can, i wouldn't be writing abt sad stuff. Previously i wrote abt giving up on things, well i guess it's gonna happen again. More accurately, i'm gonna take a longer time to achieve it. I had hopes of getting it with someone's help but now i dun tink it's possible. I just haf to rely on myself on solving it. I dunno how long it's gonna take, hopefully not more than 5 years. The first time i had ever feel tat i haf a great responsibility to bear. In the past, i just knew but didn't realise the importance. With tis responsibility, i hope to become stronger. Suddenly the world ard me seems so fragile n breakable. Or maybe i just didn't notice it b4?
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Monday, October 24, 2005 @ 8:58 pm
New anime ^_^.
I haf new anime to c liao after Shaman King n Inuyasha. Discovered it yesterday on channel u, they're showing DNangel n Saiyuki Reload. Didn't c DNangel but shld be gd cos my eldest sis is considering to buy the vcd after watching only 1 episode. Anyway DNangel is showing at 4pm n Saiyuki Reload at 4.30pm on sun on channel u. Dun like my timetable tat i'm starting wif on nxt mon. Cos most days i start at 8am n the earliest i end is 3pm. Hai hard to go out n even if can go out, i guess i'll be pretty tired after tat. Report for FYP still not done yet, haf to complete it soon. Dunno how much to write or shld i say the limit we supposed to write. We did our first draft b4 the holidays n Ms Soh give us some comments. Give me the feeling tat we dun haf to write long-lenghty essays like reaching 90 pages plus in the previous FYP grps i seen. Tink tat's how i'm goin to end my 'holidays'(if u can call it tat). Damn depressing sia. Still haven cut my hair yet, keep getting complains frm my mum tat it's messy. Well i can't help it, it's not my best asset, wif it being thick n dry. Will cut my hair soon, it's jus a matter of when.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005 @ 10:05 pm
I want to find myself.
I gonna give up on some things cos i want to treasure other things. It's inevitable i guess, giving up on 1 thing in order to keep others n tiring when there're many things to treasure. My parents would never tink i could give up on tat n it's true if i had the choice. But a promise is made n i intend to stick to it. Even though it's only 4 a while, i guess i'll miss it. I tink i lost a part of myself. A part tat is quite important to me now. I had no idea where n when i lost it. When i realised, it was gone. I hope i can find it cos to recreate tat part of me is hard now. The part of me 3 years ago. Wat happen to it? Promises r easy to make but hard to keep. Maybe bcos of tat i dun wan to make a promise. I'm doin it bcos i wanted to n not bcos of a promise. Perhaps i can achieve more tis way. Dunno y i haf tis nagging feeling inside of me. Am i too sensitive? I do not hope 4 tis intuition to be true. Cos tis would mean tat our friendship is nothing more than a pact, a means of survival. I wonder y tis only happens wif u?
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Monday, October 17, 2005 @ 9:20 pm
Basic manners pls.
FYP project not goin as smoothly as there're a few problems encounter when doin the molecular method. Hope can solve it tml n get some results. Saw something unsightly when i was goin home today. I was standing at a corner in the mrt. A guy was sitting in front of me, sleeping. Nothing wrong wif tat but i happened to notice tat the guy was drooling in his sleep. Damn gross. N his shirt had a trail of his saliva. I wonder if the passenger beside him notice, but i doubt it since the lady was also sleeping, n fortunately she was not drooling. To those who drool in their sleep, pls do not sleep in the public, it's unsightly n disturbing to others. Or at least cover the mouth wif tissue or something. Glad i didn't haf to c tat sight 4 long. Tinkin of cutting my hair soon, didn't cut 4 like months. I wan to cut it thinner but not shorter, otherwise it's the same like b4. Probably tis wk when i end earlier frm sch.
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Thursday, October 13, 2005 @ 9:52 pm
A true rebel at heart.
So stuffed after eating at Sakae sushi at heeren wif Ya Ching n Malvina. In the end my dinner i ate only half of wat i usually eat. Still feeling quite full now, may haf to stay away frm sushi 4 a while. Finally get to read Shaman King comics which i borrow frm the national library on mon. It's the first time i went there n i only went to the b1 level, which was the only floor tat allows ppl to borrow books. Kind of weird cos the library has so many floors yet only 1 level is meant 4 borrowing. Didn't noe they haf Shaman King comics there but i happened to c some when i was looking ard. Can save my $ frm renting comics. ^_^ To some ppl maybe i'm weird but tat's how i am. If they can't accept it, well i'm not gonna change 4 them. I tink i'm quite an aquarian at heart, i like equality n justice, gets upset if i dun c tis happening. So if there's any rebellion, dun be surprised if i'm in it. The world today is not my idea of perfection n i do want to change it. I read somewhere tat aquarians r afraid of losing freedom, i tink it's quite true. If i can't live life the way i want, i tink i'll lose confidence in life. Freedom is very important to me, so i tink i'm better off being single. ^_^
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Friday, October 07, 2005 @ 4:16 pm
Wat's the diff?.
Had been goin to sch every wkday 4 FYP, it's like no diff frm attending lessons. Plus I'm helpin out 4 Soo Chan's n GI project by donating my blood. A bit regret agreein to the GI project cos haf to sit there 4 2 hours n cannot move ard too much. But bcos of the $50 they give 4 each volunteer, I agree to it. Ya i noe i'm money-face but it's still $. Malvina took some photos of those agar wif colonies of Salmonella n E. coli. Looks a bit like CSI cos she's wearing the labcoat wif gloves n we label those plates wif masking tape, kinda of like the evidence we found in a murder or something. Frm the past 3 days of testing, it's advised tat those who eat beef better make sure it's well cooked, especially minced beef cos it can be quite 'dirty'. Watch corpse bride at cine wif Ya Ching, Malvina n her sis yesterday. Not worth it cos the movie is only 70 mins, I rather watch at princess at bedok. The storyline is alright, quite funny at times. I wanna watch harry potter, the preview I saw on mtv looks nice. Tink it's comin out in nov.
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Saturday, October 01, 2005 @ 1:56 pm
Very uneasy.
Dunno y but as days pass by, I'm getting more uneasy. Maybe it's due my conscience but I do hope tat things will turn out fine if not i dunno how to face the world. I can act like I didn't care but I can feel the pain. The pain of losing everything I care 4, tat I want to cherish so much. The greatest thing abt being a human is havin emotions but with these emotions comes along pain. Sometimes I wish I wasn't human so I couldn't feel pain. I'll get my answer soon but will it be wat I hope 4? These few days were busy 4 me as I went back to sch everyday for my FYP. Though tis project is wat I wanted but it's really hectic as all the reagents n agar tat we need we haf to prepare ourselves. N the agar we used is damn expensive, E. coli 1 cost $40 plus while the Salmonella cost $800 plus. Never tot it would cost so much, wonder how much r we gonna used? The first trial we had tink not successful cos there's not much colonies isolated. Probably bcos we used eggs which isn't very "dirty". I also found out tat I'm cursing the stomacher. Everytime I got near or used it, the bag tat contain the food n the diluent started leaking. But when Ya Ching n Malvina used it, it was fine. My whole holiday will be spent on FYP. Hai i want my holiday~. Yesterday went out after readin our results. Not very gd cos the results dun make sense, probably due to contamination. Went to a bakery at holland village wif Ya Ching n Malvina. The bread quite expensive but not bad, quite nice. But haf to eat it soon cos the cinnamon roll i bought i ate it a few hours later n the sugar melted. After tat went to orchard wif Ya Ching but i stopped at somerset. Since it was still early b4 Siew Chen reach i went to HMV to listen to music. Ayumi's heaven single is out. Nice, it's the soundtrack of Shinobi, a movie abt ninjas. I saw the mtv once on ch51 mtv chinese. Still a bit unhappy when i saw the Do As Infinity (D.A.I) cd Do the Best. Cos i bought the cd a long time ago n it did not include the vcd or dvd. Sad tat they got separated, their music is something like F.I.R. I always like the song new world, it make me feel better whenever I'm upset. Ard 1 I met Siew Chen at orchard mrt. Haf our lunch at mac at shaw. Still tink fastfood is ex outside of sch. Went to far east plaza to window shop. My nose got really sensitive n i started sneezing. Saw some nice clothes tat I can buy when i haf the $. Bought a pair of earrings for $2.90, which is quite cheap. A bit crazy abt skirt with lace at the end cos i saw a girl wore it on tv n it look damn nice. It's more gothic-looking than girly so maybe tat's y i like it. But when i tried on 1 of the similar-looking skirt, i tink i look weird. Maybe i'm jus not suitable to wear skirt or not used to it. Went to Heeren after tat. Siew Chen bought a dark purple string, those tat can wear ard the neck. Saw another nice earring tat was selling 4 $3.90, really like it plus it's cheap so i bought it. Met Ya Ching when we're goin down to the fountain. Was a bit tired so we rest there. Spotted a nice bag at U.R.S which was supposed to be shoe shop. It costs abt $16.90, quite reasonable 4 the size. Considering to buy so i haf to save some $. We then go to the beads shop beside marche. Wish i can make my own jewellery n maybe save some $. The last place we went to was cineleisure. There wasn't much there n we left pretty soon after tat. I tink i haf to learn $ management. Cos till now i still can't achieve the target of saving $10 per wk. I recorded all my spendings excluding transport n at the end of month i haf only $20 plus remaining. I need a new plan to save $. Any ideas?
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Name: Tan Chuen Hong
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