Friday, August 19, 2005 @ 9:52 pm
Change: can u embrace it?.

Finally weekend! Fave time of the wk where i dun haf to go sch. ^_^ But today kenna suan by Fraser 4 the datasheets 4 our practicals. Me n Ya Ching we're laughing quite loud so i tink the whole class noe whose mistakes belong to us. I even stick the electrophoresis diagram wrongly n Fraser said it's was nicely done but it's upside down. I wanted to crawl into a hole when he said tat. Sorry Mal n Ya Ching 4 messing up the datasheet. Hey but at least i didn't say Helen was pregnant wif the Hb Portland thing. Haf to redo a few of the datasheets as our marks r 'incredible'.

Watch Superstar yesterday. Not happy wif the result. Really tot Junyang would win but it seems like Kelvin had a lot of supporters probably made up of aunties. I'm not making tis up cos even my own aunt vote 4 him so guess he's an auntie-killer. But the final i hope Kelly would win. Not bcos she's frm sp but i would more likely to buy her cd then Kelvin's. Also didn't like wat sp was doin. On the way to sch can c a lot of posters asking ppl to vote 4 Kelly. I tink it's too overboard. Wat is sp trying to do? Promote itself as a superstar breeding ground? Was looking forward to the final of Superstar but without Junyang, it doesn't seem as interesting anymore.

Had been crying 4 the past few days. No, i'm not goin thru a bad patch but it happens whenever i read tis particular fanfiction of Shaman King. In case u haf no idea, fanfiction is wat fans write using characters frm anime, games, movies, tv shows, books etc. It's like using their imagination to write a story but based on characters they like. The writers can be anybody as long as u can write. I added the fanfiction link quite a while ago, it has a lot of fanfiction with different categories. Some of the stories r crap, totally not worth reading but some like the one i'm reading now r really good. Anyway back to y i'm crying, it's bcos the story is really beautiful wif a sad ending. Hey even i who dun like to cry is moved to tears (I'm sappy i noe, crying over a story but i can't help it). The story has depth, it doesn't alter the original characters frm the anime n it seems like it was written by the original author. Frm the number of reviews it got, guess a lot of other readers also tink tat the story is great. N frm the story i read, i tink abt some things.

Those ppl tat we appreciate n loved, do we love them 4 them or jus wat we noe of them originally? A bit confusing but let say u first noe tis person n u liked the way he/she is. But when tis person changes, does the way u feel for tat person change? In changes i mean character-wise, like becoming more outspoken, more stubborn, less easy-going tat sort of thing. I dun mean like the person suddenly become a serial killer or wat. So if the person change, things between u two change? Or is it tat u can only accept wat u like/noe of the person originally? If tis question is ask on me, i dunno. I guess it depends on wat the person has change to. But the feeling tat i had originally 4 tat person would still be there, no matter how little. Tis brings me to another topic, Brad Pitt n Jennifer Aniston. When they were married, i tot they would last forever. But i guess i was wrong. I remember reading frm some place tat they split up bcos they feel tat both of them had changed n like cannot stay together. So is it true tat once a person change the relationship also change? To ask someone to remain the same is impossible. If we weren't alive, tis would be possible. Tink abt it, haf u ever give up on someone jus bcos he/she changed n was no longer wat u used to noe? Accepting the person as a whole may be hard to do but dun give up on a person jus bcos he/she change.

Anyway a bit of summary of the fanfiction i read: The guy A n the girl B were fiancees but they had not really declared their feeling 4 each other. A's dream was to become Shaman King, live an easy life n run an inn wif B. He did become Shaman King n tot he was goin to live his dream. But B left him one day with only a note saying goodbye. Tat left him devastated n he could only get back together after 2 years. Meanwhile he got to noe girl C n they start going out together. When it seem like things r goin well, B return after 4 years. Tis shocked A n he is confused abt wat to do. C only noe abt their A n B relationship when B came back, so C was not happy. A told C he loved her but had doubts later. Meanwhile A n B avoided each other but end up at the same place. C again was unhappy n ask wat B wants. B then say she wants A back, things to haf never changed. So B n C faced off to c whose better n B won. But A told the two of them tat he chose C. B then choose to stay away n got into a car accident. A bit drama but it's really nice. If u wan to noe the ending u got to read the whole story n haf some idea abt Shaman King to really appreciate it. All i can say is tis story is moving, it doesn't stop at the car accident, it's worth a look.