Sunday, May 29, 2005 @ 12:38 pm
Tml sch reopen...broke.

Yesterday was mine last day of work n i didn't get to do much. ^_^ I didn't get to return to blood bank n end up helping Sue Sue to do the divider thing for histo. Thought tat Mr Tan will mark my log book for a couple of days but he end up marking the book in front of us. The grade is satisfying but somehow i feel like wat the hell, i do the logbook till 1 plus n u can finish marking within 5 mins? Like i wasted my effort doin. Then we gave him the card n the chocolates we bought n he was saying like no need cos they didn't pay us $. So we went to put it the pantry n saw the card tat tp students gave them. Got to say tat our card quite insignificant cos theirs is quite big, heart-shaped somemore then it's handmade. I can't imagine it if they pinned our card against theirs, xiao wu jian da wu.

After work went to meet Malvina n Ya Ching at breeks at taka. When i reached there, they were goin to finish already. The food was quite nice, especially the mashed potato, not as plain as i thought, if i had arrived earlier, i think if it's hot it's nicer. Then we walked to kino n i saw conan comic vol 49 finally out, wished it was earlier cos the week earlier kino had 20% discount. I bought the comic n then went to bossini. Malvina wanted to some buy t-shirt but somehow i tink she got mistaken tat the t-shirt got adult size. Went to hmv after tat n listen to some music, f.i.r newest cd sounds not bad, maybe may buy. Was a little disappointed when listen to lena park's cd, thought the rest of her songs will sound like yue liang but it's quite ok if u like easy-listening music. Later went to urban warehouse to look ard, basically looks almost no change as before, only the shop name changed.

Then jus after we exited from urban warehouse, i heard a sound like something jus snapped. Then feel my bag like slipping off so i grabbed the sling. And i found tat one side of the sling tat was connected to the bag was broken. So suay sia. Malvina suggested buying a new bag while i was thinking like i jus put my bag in some plastic bag n it will be ok. But both of them say it'll be difficult for me so we decided to go bugis to get a new bag. We were like trying to find a way to "save" my bag n end up securing it temporarily. Then we take mrt to bugis n went to the edge. Went to the shop where Malvina bought her sling bag n mostly it sell sling bags. I was thinking of getting a backpack cos i dun want the same suay thing to happen again but the backpacks there were either too big or not very nice. So end up buying a sling bag tat Ya Ching paid for. I actually wanted to buy a new bag but not at the expense of throwing away one. In the end i went home wearing the new sling bag n carrying home the old sling bag. Hai~ sch reopening tml n the first thing to do is to pay Ya Ching back the $. Sch reopening n yet so broke. :(

@ 12:27 pm
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Kagome wearing priestess clothes, looking more like Kikyo in this outfit. 

Thursday, May 26, 2005 @ 9:35 pm
3 days to sch reopen!.

Yesterday met Ms Phoon after work at eastpoint. Then we went bk to talk abt things. Basically nothing much lor after a few questions abt work n the ppl there we talk abt other things. Eat only the chicken salad n 1 regular coke but i wasn't hungry. The chicken salad was not bad, not as bland as i thought. After tat i had to walk back to the CGH to the bus stop tat had 31. Stupid bus 31 didn't come for like more than 15 mins n the sky had turn dark already. Wat was worse was tat there were so many training buses tat passes by yet only 1 bus 10 came by. Then finally 31 came but got no seats lor.

After i reach home, i got ticked off by my bro. He lied on my bed. In case u dunno, i hate it when ppl lied on or sleep in my bed. Probably because i dislike having other ppl's scent on my bed. The only thing i allow is sitting on my bed. If u ever go my house dun ever lied on or sleep in my bed.

Tis morning helped to do ABO & Rh blood grping at blood bank. Still not very sure of the things there n somehow i feel tat i'm of a hindrance than a help there. Cos wat i can do is very limited n when they're very busy, there's nothing much i can help.

Went to hawker near eastpoint for lunch wif the other np students. I was eyeing for the western food since yesterday. Eat chicken chop, it was okay but the sauce was a bit diluted. 1 of the np students, Wei Wen bought the whole chicken. I find it funny cos it seems like only ppl bought the whole chicken when they want to pray on occasions. He managed to finished it so maybe he was really hungry. Was a bit late when we went back to CGH. But as usual nobody cares. ^_^ Spend the whole afternoon cutting the cardboard for the blood bank. It was dull but can slack cos we weren't at the lab. 1 n a half day more to the end of free labour! Counting down~ ^_^

The second anime i'm goin to introduce is Inuyasha. Maybe u haf already seen it or heard of it but here r some info abt it. The story starts of by Kagome a 15-year old girl frm the modern world is able to go back to the past tat is 500 years ago through the well in her family shrine. She met Inuyasha a half human n a half dog demon. Both of them wanted to gather the fragments of Scared jewel tat were shattered by Kagome. Scared jewel can give great power to demons n only Kagome can purify the jewel. She also was the recarnation of the priestess Kikyo who happens to be Inuyasha's love interest but died 50 years ago. Kikyo also is the one who pinned Inuyasha on the scared tree for 50 years before Kagome releases him. They then went on a quest to gather the fragments of Scared jewel.

Tis anime was created by Rumiko Takahashi n if u haf seen her previous works, her main characters look a bit similar n a similarity is tat the story is very long so sometimes it may be a bit draggy. The anime stops at 167 episodes n the manga is still goin on. I recomment the anime over the manga as i feel tat the manga was quite poorly drawn. Currently it's being shown on Arts central on wed to fri at 11pm but the story may seem weird at times cos they got cut some parts. But watching it may give an idea how it is like.

@ 9:20 pm
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Kagome first met Inuyasha when he was still pinned to the scared tree. Fuuny pic where she plays with his doggy ears. ^_^ 

Wednesday, May 18, 2005 @ 8:37 pm
Maybe i'm too honest.

Yesterday Ms Phoon, our LO finally came to visit us after like 1 month after we start work. Other ppl's LO already visited them liao lor then seems like she doesn't really care abt us. Then she scare me when i was doin my own thing at haematology section n i turn ard n saw her. She didn't say wat time she was comin so i tot not so early. Then Kai Lin n i go n get the others. She asked the usual things like how we were doin n got any problems n stuff. Luckily she say tat the dengue project thing if we not interested then dun do lor so tat thing got settled. Then she ask abt stuff abt pathology n i say some stuff tat i shouldn't haf. I hoped tat doesn't get B. Yang into trouble as wat i said was not done intentionlly. It's more of my mouth move faster than my mind can tink. I jus wan him to change the way of teaching tat's all, my feedback abt him was below average but i didn't write anyhting else abt him. Perhaps i shld jus shut up n let others do the talking. The less i say the less i will make mistake.

Tis wk i'm at haematology n so far it's ok i at least get to do somethings. I get to c how they do fingerprick on patients in the wards. I tink it's quite stressful cos not only the patient who is getting pricked is watchin but also others in the ward r watchin. If u mess up there'll be a lot of audience n will seem like u dun haf experienced. Anyway today we went frm 1 ward to another n i find 1 of them like cannot tahan the pain. When he was pricked i saw him him mouthed the F-word n i tink the staff who was doin the fingerprick also heard it. Come to tink of it he was abt 20 plus n a guy somemore n cannot stand tat little pain. I actually wanted to laugh but not very nice to do tat in front of him.

Then tis afternoon i was typing the dengue patients' details n i really wan to tear the damn book apart n smash the computer. I dunno how the stuff there manage to survive wif their handwriting. I was supposed in key in the patient's IC or name to find details abt them so if i typed wrongly the IC or name there'll no details. Then tis particular afternoon there're 3 patients tat i haf a hard time getting their details. 2 of them i manage to get the details wif help from Andrea n the other 1 i is lost somewhere in the database. The stuff there say if i c anything wrong i can tell them or make suggestions so i was like thinking can i ask u all make ur handwriting legible? I tink tat would benefit those ppl like me who can't read n haf to guess wat those the bunch of words are.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005 @ 6:57 pm
Getting worse now.

Dunno y as the wks passed by, my experience at CGH seems to get worse. Last wk at microbiology was quite boring as most of the time i can only observe. But i also noe tat i haven learn enuff abt microbiology at sch so i don't haf much complaints lah but can at least let me practice on some unimportant samples. Then today i didn't get to do much of anything. Not because i slack but the staff today at my section prefer to do things by themselves. They only explain the procedure to me n expect me to watch them n learn. The section i go to tis wk dealts wif loading samples to the machine n it'll run by itself. I haf done tis for the past 2 days but the staff treat me like i was a newbie who dunno anything. Seems like they tink i can't even load samples into the machine. I mean how difficult can tat be? I dun tink there's any IQ requirements or years of practice to load samples into a machine bah. If only the staff remain fixed at certain sections then i dun get to face some annoying ppl. I believe tat knowing how to do n doin the thing itself is totally different story. Plus next time when i work surely they dun expect me to watch n not do anything. Tis is the first thing tat irritate me today. The second thing to irritate me today was abt the 3rd year project. While working at CGH, we were supposed to help them to do some stuff abt dengue fever. There was no condition attached tat those ppl attached to CGH haf to do the 3rd year project on dengue fever together. If i had known i was goin to be forced to do it, i won't haf come to CGH. Basically though the 4 of us r frm the same class, each of us haf our own grps to work wif for the 3rd year project. I not saying the other 3 ppl r no gd or wat but it's better to work wif someone i'm comfortable wif. Then today jus before lunch the supervisor who is in charge of us were like saying the 4 of us haf to be in a grp to do the dengue fever thing as our 3rd year project or else CGH would not work wif SP or something. Honestly, it's more of a threat. I mean he is not part of the staff in SP n y the hell shld he dictate who shld we work wif n wat shld we do. If my grp didn't get to do the project of our choice n then left to do dengue fever, i would just admit it's our fate. But when not given a choice n forced to do it, i cannot stand tis. He even say there is no room for negotiation as those who haf upper hand (meaning him) can call for the terms. Then he goes on to talk abt those who got power gets to command blah blah blah. I used to tink tat he's quite funny but now i dislike him. Jus because of some control over some ppl doesn't mean tat these ppl dun haf the freedom to choose wat they like. I especially hate it when ppl talk abt having control over others n there's like class differences. If the sch plans to follow wat he wants, i guess i'll object to it. Maybe i'm born rebellious (an Aquarian trait some say) but i prefer to tink tat i valued my freedom. Perhaps things may end up his way but my feeling won't be in his control.

Thursday, May 05, 2005 @ 10:00 pm
Truly repentant.

Today got to c my results n i manage to procede to third year. Honestly i was on pins n needles b4 i check my results. I was so worried tat i may fail one of the modules especially patho. It kind of get out of my mind for a while i was busy doin stuff at microbiology section. I get worried again when Kai Lin n Sue Sue told me they had checked their results. I didn't wan to check my results at work as there r ppl walking ard n it doesn't seem to haf much privacy. So after work i was planning to go to mp library to check. I first thing i noticed was tat it was raining quite heavily. N wat came to my mind was tat something bad is going to happen. I noe it's superstitious but under circumtances i can even believe tat pigs can fly. Anyway i was having lots of pessimistic thoughts in my head when i finally reach the library. I was so relieved when i saw my results. Though it's a range of B to D+, i was glad i didn't haf to repeat any of the modules. I realised how much i haf changed frm secondary sch to now in terms of my studies. I'm so slack in my studies now tat i would be happy if i just pass. Tat's not wat i really wan but it has become my attitude towards my studies now. I wan to change. I haf set the target tat the comin semester if i dun get C n above for all modules, i will banned myself frm playing games till i graduate. If i fail, it's goin to be nightmare for me. C grade is quite low to set as a target but no choice, cos scare got some ppl dunno how to teach. When i'm more confident i will raise the target de haha. Tis time i mean my word n also take action.