Saturday, March 26, 2005 @ 9:16 pm
Haf we become numb?.

Today went to Singapore Post wif Siew Chen to buy clothes. Haf to buy first cos after tat i tink no time to buy liao. Found 2 formal pants n 2 tops. Later went to Parkway to buy shoes n another formal pants. Total spent close to $100, lucky mum got give $ otherwise i haf to scape n save. (Those who dun have to wear formal for attachment won't understand tis) In total i bought 6 items so on average 1 item abt $16~ ^_^ I tink still haf to look for another top. Maybe tis comin wk goin to buy.

Read the newspaper today then i find it quite disturbing how numb we haf become. If u haf been reading the newspaper, u would noe tat recently there is another person who was knocked down by the mrt. I first heard abt it on the radio when some1 sms into the radio station to say tat there's a accident at Buona Vista mrt. So i thought some1 had commit suicide again. But tis time the guy who met the accident went on the tracks to pick up his shoe n when he wanted to climb up to the platform he got hit by the train. His fiance was trying to pull him up but she doesn't haf enuff strength so she was like crying for help. There were ppl on the platform yet no 1 came to help her. She jus watch him die in front of her eyes. Tat kind of shock i guess no 1 would want to experience it. Wat irritates me is how other ppl can watch some one else die in front of their eyes. Even if they r strangers, it is still some1's life. Yet they r so numb to the lady's cries n act like it's somebody's else business n it doesn't bother them. Is tis wat is happening ard us? Is tis the kind of world we r trying to create? Sure he shouldn't haf go down to the tracks in the first place but to be blind to wat is happening in front of u is jus trying to deceive urself. Haf we lost our feelings in search of our happiness? Is our job n schooling more important than some1's life? I can't say for sure wat i'll do if i was there but if i act like them i would feel guilty, for being a murderer. It's ironic tat we live in such a warm place yet our hearts r so cold.